This week wasn’t as eventful as I had hoped for you guys, however, it wasn’t not eventful neither. The dog has caused issues, I feel bad for constantly asking a roommate to turn their music down, and the roommates have been venting to me about the others. This house is like jersey shore without the excessive amount of alcohol and bar hookups.
Lets say this week started off good, it was suppose to be my week of positivity. Like whenever something went wrong, I thought about the positive aspect of it. It was going well until yesterday, when my mail man said my package was delivered and it was no where to be found (yesterday was Wednesday). It’s kind of ironic because, my package was 365 days of positivity. Well this is what I get for trying right? And don’t you doubt that I tweeted at Trump about it. By the time I thought about calling the post office to ask what happened, it was too late because, they are so strict with their 8 to 5pm schedule. Anyways I calmed down and figured my life out for the rest of the day, but on Thursday I gave them a call at like 8:30am before they got too busy to figure out what happened. Do you remember be talking about that dog that lives with us? Well turns out he scared the mail man away and I now have to go get my package at the post office. I would be more mad had the post office been a ways a away, but if I needed to I could walk to it. However, I will not because, it is a little scary here but I am just glad I found out where my package was.
You know those roommates that feel the need to blast music at 11pm, because they don’t have class till 3pm the next day. Aren’t those your fav? Mine too! I feel like I am the roommate who always asks this specific roommate to turn down his music at 11pm. Granted I have my Biology Lab at 9am, so that means get up at 7:30-8 to leave the house by 8:35 to make it there on time. I first texted and asked for it to be turned down a little, then I had to go up there because, it was still loud in my room. We figured out it was his sub he had on the floor, and that is what I was hearing. I feel bad because, I don’t want to be that roommate raining on his parade, but at the same time I have tough classes that are early in the morning. I just hope it gets better ya know?
Today (Thursday) was going fine, stats was like the worst ever per usual and has me literally stressing out. Besides that I met with my advisor and you know how that goes… He tells you where you should be, and you’re always behind, and then asks why. Like okay dude chill, I am still only 20 years old trying to figure my life out thanks. I had a friend pick me up when I was done and we dropped another friend off, and on our way back to my place I saw something on the road that looked flipped over, like a car. The traffic was still going so I made her go over there to see if we needed to help. We saw a motorcycle had flipped and the guy was not moving. My heart dropped. I have lost a lot of people in my life and I get this weird feeling in my stomach and it’s not butterflies or like a pit, it’s a different kind of feeling. Every time I get it, someone died. When my dad died I got it, when my grandpa died I got it, when my friends dad died I got it, and today I got it. I got so worked up I almost threw up. I never feel like I’m going to throw up like ever, and today I did. I am praying that my feeling in my stomach was wrong and that he will be okay. So please pray with me. I know you are getting this story a week later, but even if he didn’t make it, he will know people care.
I can’t thank the lord above enough that tomorrow is Friday. This week went by fast and okay but I am ready for Florida (over fall break).
As I sit here on Sunday afternoon, I am contemplating like everything in my life. Lately I have felt like I can’t achieve the major I am in and it has me stressing myself out to the max. I try talk to my mom about it, but she runs a business so she is constantly stressed out and doesn’t really have time to help. I talked a little bit to one of my friends’ mom and she told me she thinks that I would do well in marketing and to maybe try take a marketing class. This is so hard for me though because, I am the person who sets her mind to something and if that something changes I feel like I let myself and others down. When in all reality I didn’t let anyone down but myself. I am just so unsure of everything that I am becoming lost and confused and I don’t know where to go. I just hope this week I figure at least something out.
I hope you all have an amazing week!